Sunday, May 30, 2004

~MiRaiE~

Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you
That is your future
My mother gave me so much kindness
"Embrace love and walk," she said over and over
At that time I was still immature
I didn't understand her meaning
She held my hand
And walked with me
Our dreams are always high in the sky
It's scary that they might not come true
But we still continue to chase them
Because it's our story
We don't want to give up
When I was unsure she held my hand
And walked with me
There were times when I hated that kindness
When separated from my mother I couldn't be obedient
Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you
That is your future

There were times when I hated that kindness
When separated from my mother I couldn't be obedient
Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you
That is your future
Look! Look at your feet
This is the road you walk
Look! Look ahead of you
That is your future
Turn towards the future
Let's walk slowly

Saturday, May 29, 2004

~MiSsiNg YoU~

Whenever I miss you,
It always brings to mind,
The thoughts and hopes we shared,
And our many happy times.
And the quiet moments too,

I think of all the things,
So unique to me and you.
And though the many miles,
Make it seem we're far apart,
Warm memories like these,
Keep you ever in my heart.

It seems some people have a way,
That very few possess,
A way of being gracious,
With special thoughtfulness,
A way of giving all they do,
A warm and loving touch,
By sharing acts of kindness,
That mean so very much.
It seems some people touch our lives,
In all they say and do,
The very dearest people,
People just like you.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

('_')

Iman kept callin me yesterday, but i didnt answer any of her calls, i'm so sorry pal,,i knew exactly what was she gonna talk about, n it's just dat i was not ready to talk about it,,n more precisely, i dont feel like talking to anyone, about anything as of rite now,,i've had quite a rough day yesterday, despite of the morning,,n i just feel like every lil thing's harassin me at the moment,,it's sort of unfair to other ppl when i ignore em or refuse to answer their calls or talk curtly to em,,it's sooo unfair,,they aren't at fault should i feel awful,,sorry,,nway watched 2 movies last nite,,watched 'ada apa dgn cinta' today,,hurm,,it's fine,,but i couldnt really understand the entire conversations, but still gettin on well with the plots,,En Ariffin msged me, he's got the card,,u're welcome! n Ilya too,,it's one day early though, but still, better early than never huh? modified a bit,,oh yeah, msged Nerk last nite but i dont think she got it,,but then, even if she got it, i wouldnt know, coz she wouldnt make an effort to reply,,hurmm,,it's started to rain the past 2 days, n i bet everyone's extremely grateful that it does,,i dont feel well, i mean mentally,,not physically,,my throat's fine by now,,i did consume alotta warm water, but my lips still chap,, ciao~

Monday, May 24, 2004

h.a.p.p.y.b.i.r.t.h.d.a.y.N.E.R.K!!

i dont know how to reach this girl, i think she doesnt use the last number she gave me anymore,,nway tanjobi, omedeto gozaimasu!!,,may Allah bless u always,,when was it the last time we talked to each other? hurmm,,a coupla months ago,,well,,i suppose she's undergoin some practical phase at the moment,,gonna finish her diploma very soon,,so all the best gal!!

Saturday, May 22, 2004

(`_`)

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'd be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
what am i waiting for?
my heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before

I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you!
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Thursday, May 20, 2004

life goes on~

i've sent Leen's birthday card, and Masha's, and Yunie's =) too yesterday,,dont forget to send Qilah's today!! and Ilya's next week,,hehe~ i might be good at remembering important dates but i can be a bit forgetful when it comes to posting,,(actually bkn forgetful pun, malassss)hoho~ had to ask for the adresses from Iman though, i dunno where did i put my address book, and even though some of my frens' adresses are already in my head, but still, sometimes only the house no pops into my mind, and at some other time it's just the street name,,hehe~ so in order to get the complete address, i'd better look for the book,,nway Della msged me, haha~ sorry pal, how was i to know u were at KLCC too dat day? i was all alone n i spent most of my time readin books at Kinokun,,ok next time i'll ring u 1st kay? =) to Azam-i wasnt savin' budget as u claimed yesterday kay,,hehe~ i was readin some book i didnt intend to 'main sms' wf anyone,,sorry kay? n heck, i shouldve called Leen and Wynn abt the trip,,*sigh* i've always been a big fan of procrastination,,go dial the numbers b4 it's too late!! ok ok ;p

Friday, May 14, 2004

:: so beautiful~ ::


You're my everything
The sun that shines above you
Makes a blue bird sing
The stars that twinkle way up in the sky
Tell me I'm in love

When I kiss your lips I feel the rolling thunder
Through my fingertips
And all the while my head is in a spin
Deep within I'm in love
You're my everything
And nothing really matters but the love you bring

You're my everything
To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes
You're my everything
Forever and a day I need you close to me
You're my everything
You'll never have to worry have no fear for I am here
For my everything I'll live upon the land
And see the sky above
And swim within the ocean sweet and warm
There's no storm my love

When I hold you tight
There's nothing that can harm you
In the long night I come to you and kiss you very warm
Oh you're so strong my love
You're my everything

Saturday, May 08, 2004

wishin' i could change the way the world goes round~ (`_`)

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
You just want to change the way the world goes round

Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel, about you and me... baby
Have you ever felt that your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know...
cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised
It was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moments gone I'm still holding on somehow

Wishing I could change the way the world goes round