sick heart (read:sakit hati)

Tolong score sendiri boleh?

Both pun ihsan daripada Arsenal, tak perlu buat muke berlagak kot?

Shot on goal pun takde, main flocking and tak habis2 diving serta memancing free kicks, nak2 pula ref tu semua happily entertain childish tactic korang itu, suka la ye?

Dah sah2 Arshavin patut dpt penalty minutes before he scored that first WONDROUS (quoting the commentator on duty) goal, but ref buat apa? Oh tidak nampak dia di tackle. F*** Evra.

And that was a WONDROUS goal. Arshavin rocks.

Stop parading that ugly smug face, Roo-boo, you'd only be dreaming of scoring if not for the lousy penalty awarded to you. Learn how to score from the young and mightily talented Arshavin, eh? He may be new, he may be "cheaper" than you, but if there was a definition of A GOOD PLAYER, he'd fit it way better than you and your pink face would ever do.

not reading fiction anymore

Twenties Girl, Sophie Kinsella

Yay! Finished this just now. Yummy read. Sadly, this HAS to be my last novel. Gonna have to start digging into journals, articles and textbooks soon since having kissed and made up with my master's degree *cryptic phrase, i like*

I am determined to be a determined person about my determination to focus on my thesis and ignore the stacks of unread yummy novels currently residing everywhere around me *haven't gotten round to sorting everything yet; i've decided moving is the 3rd thing i hate after milk and Statistics*

Hopefully the paperback version of this book will be released soon. Wanna buy one for my keep and re-read the part where they kiss on the London Eye and lust after Mr American Frown all i want...

I so want August 17th to be TOMORROW.

I need distraction from the calendar.

JUMBLED UP

i'm back blogging.

no particular reason. just need a place to channel my thoughts and feelings. perhaps.

and to preserve memories *snort*

there was a time when i used to feel inexplicably frustrated when people did not remember things; something that i did without trying. but i guess when scientists claim that human memory weakens as we age; they do it for a reason (for one SOLE reason); it is TRUE.

i am approaching 25.
and i am now constantly frustrated with the fact that i do forget things these days. and another fact that im fast becoming a regular user of this phrase "if my memory serves me right". it is frustrating. hence the blog.

i once said PEOPLE DON'T FORGET, THEY JUST DON'T REMEMBER; approximately 2 years ago.

why?

because i believe that nobody intends to forget; if our capability permits, im sure we all want to remember everything. but its not possible. people dont call people geniuses for having superb memory for nothing.

hence the adage. the sentence forgives people for not remembering. the auxiliary verb "DON'T" lends a softer/nicer sound to it. THEY DON'T REMEMBER sounds a lot better than THEY FORGET.

i'm listening to LOVE REMAINS THE SAME; Gavin Rossdale.

only the heart knows

"Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apa pun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku...

Yakinlah bahawa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya pada mu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku..."