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Iman kept callin me yesterday, but i didnt answer any of her calls, i'm so sorry pal,,i knew exactly what was she gonna talk about, n it's just dat i was not ready to talk about it,,n more precisely, i dont feel like talking to anyone, about anything as of rite now,,i've had quite a rough day yesterday, despite of the morning,,n i just feel like every lil thing's harassin me at the moment,,it's sort of unfair to other ppl when i ignore em or refuse to answer their calls or talk curtly to em,,it's sooo unfair,,they aren't at fault should i feel awful,,sorry,,nway watched 2 movies last nite,,watched 'ada apa dgn cinta' today,,hurm,,it's fine,,but i couldnt really understand the entire conversations, but still gettin on well with the plots,,En Ariffin msged me, he's got the card,,u're welcome! n Ilya too,,it's one day early though, but still, better early than never huh? modified a bit,,oh yeah, msged Nerk last nite but i dont think she got it,,but then, even if she got it, i wouldnt know, coz she wouldnt make an effort to reply,,hurmm,,it's started to rain the past 2 days, n i bet everyone's extremely grateful that it does,,i dont feel well, i mean mentally,,not physically,,my throat's fine by now,,i did consume alotta warm water, but my lips still chap,, ciao~

h.a.p.p.y.b.i.r.t.h.d.a.y.N.E.R.K!!

i dont know how to reach this girl, i think she doesnt use the last number she gave me anymore,,nway tanjobi, omedeto gozaimasu!!,,may Allah bless u always,,when was it the last time we talked to each other? hurmm,,a coupla months ago,,well,,i suppose she's undergoin some practical phase at the moment,,gonna finish her diploma very soon,,so all the best gal!!

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Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'd be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
what am i waiting for?
my heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you!
It's true
I'm stuck on you