I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you...

liga celc0m 2005/2006.

finals. upm vs uitm shah alam.

klaka2. 0ur 1st g0al sgt-lah 'hensem'; g0al yg di-sumbang-kan sendiri 0leh player uitm. kuikuikui. aper da.. b0la dah selamat dah, skali punye lah hebat die gi tendang masuk. aper yg engkau cuba bukti-kan??? agak b0d0 ar. hihi, s0rry.

hurm.. upm kalah 1-2.

da lame tak tgk b0la kat stadium, besh giler! eheh.. stadium uitm jer pun. but still.

ice-cream day.

but i had ice-cream replaced with extreme latte *my 2nd frappe was yatie's treat* :)
th0ugh i'm pretty sure she felt like hitting me when i said she had 2 ch0ices-

1) buy me the super-c00l R0XY watch i'd s00000 c0veted (rm 450.90); 0r
2) buy me a frappe (rm 14.95)

s0, i hadn't really given her a ch0ice actually kan? nvm, life itself 0ffers difficult ch0ices all the time. i was just helping y0u get used t0 it. aku tahu k0 syg aku, all the same, i was ur untrained-n-definitely-unpaid pers0nal sh0pper, after all kan? ;)

t0day was quite a nightmare; first the equipment design test in the m0rning. i 0nly slept +/- 2 hrs last nite, "last-minute"-studying f0r the test. after the test, yatie dragged me t0 statistics class which i'd intended t0 skip. i sat thr0ugh the class yawning and chatting with her. *there's m0re t0 the stat class, but i think i'll just leave it at that :p* heh. i went back t0 c0llege straight after that, skipped my 0pti0n class. yati went t0 her 0pti0n class. 0r at least i th0ught she did, except that she didn't. her class was cancelled 0r s0mething.

we went 0ut at 12; me, anna, yatie & yatie (yes, i'm surr0unded with pe0ple with the same name which is quite funny s0metimes; yatie EE, yati adik dennis, anna EE, anna CHEM, etc)
we went t0 Midvalley. i was reluctant t0 g0 at 1st; i was s0000 sleepy and tired, i yawned all the way t0 midval. n0 0ne did the talking, we were s0 quiet that anna wh0 was driving th0ught we'd all fallen asleep. i wasn't really happy, was in n0 m00d t0 g0 0ut. i f0und myself wishing that i was in bed, reading a b00k. but i'd pr0mised yatie t0 teman her sh0pping.

at the end 0f the day, (and i really mean end, c0z we g0t back t0 c0llege slightly after midnite!!) my feet were killing me and i was really exhausted, i c0uldnt even speak (but managed t0 eat up the chicken fr0m the bbq party t0nite f0r futsal players; which we missed but they were kind en0ugh t0 leave us s0me f00d :D) i b0ught a birthday present f0r a friend. it was yatie wh0 did all the sh0pping. 0n the way back, i asked her h0w many cal0ries did she think i'd burnt? 12 hrs 0f sh0pping! ir0nically, 0nly this aftern00n i t0ld her that i needed t0 put 0n s0me weight, heh.

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