i w0ke up early this m0rn despite the fact that i slept 0nly 3 hrs last nite. i'd wanted t0 d0 0ne thing i havent d0ne f0r s000 l0ng; j0gging. hehe. used t0 j0g early in the m0rn bef0re, esp 0n weekends. but i didnt j0g this m0rning. did the laundry, studied f0r my test this friday. *see, see ;) * g0t 2 classes, 9-11am. ehehh. at the end 0f the stat class, the lecturer called 0ut my name, said she wanted t0 see me after class. i was like, "0-0kay." s0 i said t0 yatie "wish me luck!" huhu. i didnt kn0w what was that f0r. n0t that the lecturer was g0ing t0 give me a series 0f rapid-fire questi0ns and i had t0 answer them all very quickly and she'd give me 50 marks as a b0nus :p anyway. s0 i went t0 see her after class.
0kay, it's been s000 l0ng since the last time a teacher asked t0 see me. s0, naturally, i put 0n a stern face. huhu. and prepared t0 give her that defiant, s0-i'm-a-bad-kid-s0-what? l00k which i haven't practised since i left sch00l. hihi. i kinda f0rg0t that i really had t0 l00k very defensive and n0nchalant at the same time. but instead 0f the evil l00k teachers always seem t0 have; which i was expecting, my lecturer smiled very sweetly, and ushered me int0 her r00m. i l00ked at her hesitantly; n0nplussed. she asked me t0 sit d0wn and instead 0f f0lding my arms and declining her 0ffer, i pulled the chair and sat t0 face her. and... i smiled!!;) th0ugh, 0f c0urse, it was an awkward smile, still n0t letting d0wn my guard. then, she started asking me all s0rts 0f questi0ns, regarding my recent results. like i always did, i t0ld her h0nestly, i didnt g0 t0 M0ST 0f the lectures and tut0rial classes, and didnt d0 my hw, didnt even study f0r the test. she asked me if i had any pr0blems; i t0ld her n0! at least, n0ne that i was g0ing t0 discuss with her la kan, despite her c0axing me very gently. she even hinted that i sh0uld feel free t0 tell her anything at all, esp pers0nal pr0blems. i laughed p0litely (0r at least, i h0ped it was p0lite hihi) and sh00k my head vig0r0usly. "n0, n0thing. i've n0 pr0blems at all. it's just my attitudes. i kn0w i've t0 d0 s0mething abt it, and i will, but apart fr0m that, there's n0thing t0 discuss abt." she c0ntinued saying that she was c0ncerned and all, u kn0w, the c0rny stuff teachers always give t0 their pr0blematic students (n0t that i was 0ne, n0 :p). then, she asked abt my previ0us semesters' results, my cgpa. i t0ld her. and she l00ked c0nfused esp when i said i did get dean's lists, and i never g0t any Cs. 0kay, actually that was a bit 0f a lie, i did get C+ 0nce f0r my Heat Transfer and Engineering Ec0n0my, but every0ne kn0ws Ec0n sucks right? :p anyways. s0, she t0ld me that i've g0t g00d results, and that basically she didnt think i sh0uld have any pr0blems with statistics, and IF i had any pr0blems, i sh0uld w0rk extra hard, s0 that i w0uldnt sp0il my 0verall results just because 0f this 0ne c0urse. i n0dded abt a hundred times, and thanked her an0ther hundred times, and left.
haha. mcm zaman sek0lah plak :) this aftern00n, i studied f0r my 0pti0n test. this evening, i went lepak-ing with maizatul and anna, and played cards until 10.30pm. then, i went lepak-ing at yatie's r00m. and i'm g0nna sleep straightaway after this. statistics? what ab0ut statistics? :)
0kay, it's been s000 l0ng since the last time a teacher asked t0 see me. s0, naturally, i put 0n a stern face. huhu. and prepared t0 give her that defiant, s0-i'm-a-bad-kid-s0-what? l00k which i haven't practised since i left sch00l. hihi. i kinda f0rg0t that i really had t0 l00k very defensive and n0nchalant at the same time. but instead 0f the evil l00k teachers always seem t0 have; which i was expecting, my lecturer smiled very sweetly, and ushered me int0 her r00m. i l00ked at her hesitantly; n0nplussed. she asked me t0 sit d0wn and instead 0f f0lding my arms and declining her 0ffer, i pulled the chair and sat t0 face her. and... i smiled!!;) th0ugh, 0f c0urse, it was an awkward smile, still n0t letting d0wn my guard. then, she started asking me all s0rts 0f questi0ns, regarding my recent results. like i always did, i t0ld her h0nestly, i didnt g0 t0 M0ST 0f the lectures and tut0rial classes, and didnt d0 my hw, didnt even study f0r the test. she asked me if i had any pr0blems; i t0ld her n0! at least, n0ne that i was g0ing t0 discuss with her la kan, despite her c0axing me very gently. she even hinted that i sh0uld feel free t0 tell her anything at all, esp pers0nal pr0blems. i laughed p0litely (0r at least, i h0ped it was p0lite hihi) and sh00k my head vig0r0usly. "n0, n0thing. i've n0 pr0blems at all. it's just my attitudes. i kn0w i've t0 d0 s0mething abt it, and i will, but apart fr0m that, there's n0thing t0 discuss abt." she c0ntinued saying that she was c0ncerned and all, u kn0w, the c0rny stuff teachers always give t0 their pr0blematic students (n0t that i was 0ne, n0 :p). then, she asked abt my previ0us semesters' results, my cgpa. i t0ld her. and she l00ked c0nfused esp when i said i did get dean's lists, and i never g0t any Cs. 0kay, actually that was a bit 0f a lie, i did get C+ 0nce f0r my Heat Transfer and Engineering Ec0n0my, but every0ne kn0ws Ec0n sucks right? :p anyways. s0, she t0ld me that i've g0t g00d results, and that basically she didnt think i sh0uld have any pr0blems with statistics, and IF i had any pr0blems, i sh0uld w0rk extra hard, s0 that i w0uldnt sp0il my 0verall results just because 0f this 0ne c0urse. i n0dded abt a hundred times, and thanked her an0ther hundred times, and left.
haha. mcm zaman sek0lah plak :) this aftern00n, i studied f0r my 0pti0n test. this evening, i went lepak-ing with maizatul and anna, and played cards until 10.30pm. then, i went lepak-ing at yatie's r00m. and i'm g0nna sleep straightaway after this. statistics? what ab0ut statistics? :)
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